Something is Mine

i'm just a very simple person, name ma ayah beri, nur shuhada bt khairul anuar ! yg bermaksud cahaya para org yg mati syahid, :) alhamdulillah, so, i'm trying till now to be the best for my family,agama n negara ! haha ! bersemangat gilaa... :), btw, saya dengan bnganya mengatakan TAK NAK ! pada mereka yg 1) talk nonsense, 2) gilaaa,,3) pencurikkk,4)kaki menipu,5)kaki pempuan,6)hipokrit dan kesemua yg sama waktu dgnnya ! , so, ilove to being in myself ! last but not least, adiossaa !! :)

Thursday 26 May 2011

Jalan - jalan

Nk mulekan dengan Alhamdulillah :) Syukur sangat sangat . Thanks Allah , 





Oohh such a Awesome day !

My lolly and me, went for a dinner, not a candle light dinner bagaii tu, just a simple dinner, coz

I'm starving a char kueh tiaw :D  .  Thanks darlingg . bawak me pergi makan char kueh tiaw yg sedap tu kan kan.. and bawak i jalan jalan, belanje i bajuu pulak, Awwww !!


  ~me like so mengade ngade dgn lolly tadi,...bajett manjee la tu.. HAHA =P 

 sepanjang panjang perjalanan, me sengeh sepanjang mase, lolly suke buat lawak, HAHA, actually 
tgh bahagia.. weeeee :) 


 lepas je melantak char keey tiaw tuuu.. jalan jalan pusing jap, ... amik angin malam, 

pas tu lolly tanye nk pegi mane.. then pikir pikir,,.terus ckp kt lolly, "jom pegi gerbang" !
sebab da x tau nk jalan mane da malam malam tu,,  plus boley cuci mate HAHA :P,  
 
 jalan -jalan and jalan..., belek2 ., tiberr terpandangkan ladies punye kemeje.. auwww !
cantik lolly ckp, belek belek, terus ckp "NAK" ! hahhh ! lolly ckp, asal x minx kurang lagi,, terus "NAK" ! HAHA,  Sorry babe, .. ~ haihh,,, lw exited mmg cmgini.. .  

jalan lagi, jalan jalan, pusing sane, pusing sini, x bnyak sangat kedai yg bukak, yelaaa.. bukan weekend .. 

tapi as long as I'm with mylolly, whenever tmpat yg bosann gilaaa pun boley jadik best coz we're together .  *cehh.. ayattt..* :)

dah habis pusing~ time to back home, :D *actuaally this post i've should post it yesterday,*

message to lolly :  i forgot to say outload, How special you are to me . 

peace people :)
















                                                          




Saturday 21 May 2011

freaking missed him !

Awww ! yaaa.. yaaaa.. ok agak kejiwangans disini ! :) pettw . ! argh Who cares? this is my blog , so i can write anything i loikeee :D

 19th may 2011 :
Okey, yesterday i was hang out or in the real means is having a date with My Lolly, :) 
 yayayaa.. :) we're goin to spend our time together :D
Actually i would like to spend my time or exactly * membuang masa bersama my lolly * .
 I loikeee to do this kind of activity with him,  just like watching movies, eat, and eat, and eat ! ;D ,
 and went for the shop, yaa.. all kind of shop ,  belek belek, if ade yg bekenan terus rembat  ! HAHA . :P
sian my lolly , die ikut je wherever i wanna go, :) hehe, Auwwww ! Thanks honey .
okey, at night before that, he was telling me that , okey sayangs lw ader rezeki kite kuar ecok k, :) so, i was.. okey honey,:)   

Then the morning,, i jadi agak mereng, i texts him, ..... in pantun : hehee,.,  then he replied also in  the pantun, then kteorng balas2 pantun. HAHA, sounds funny, but so sweet . :)(; sengeh sengeh bace pantun die, 
after that, bla bla and bla.. he said that he will pick up me after zohor . i siap siap, not kind of bagai2 punye siap la.. i just wearing jeans and t-shirt and long brown pashmina and sneakers. 
So, he pick up me on my house at 1.45 p.m something.. almost 2 la.. , so were decide to go j.j.
Actually, at first we're talking about just having a walk on the garden,  i mean ya, spend time together it was not just you must go to the shopping mall kan? depends on people la, if they more feels comfortable to just having a walk in the shopping mall, then okey lah, :) eh eh ! rasenye da mcm melalut lain da ni, enogh enogh ! :)

So i cakap kt my lolly, can we watch movies first ? then, after that baru kite jalan2 taman ? 
i nk tengok NUR KASIH THE MOVIES ! yaa.. the super new movies . :) hehee.. but my lolly nk tgk PIRATES OF CARRIBIAN * betul ke ejaan ni? hehe* . Gaduh mnje jap, the hehe.. i won !
movie pilihan untuk ditonton kali ini ialah NUR KASIH THE MOVIES ! yeahhh !! ;D

boley la, even ade slot slot yg x brape nk mengerti .. HAHA. :)
Then jalan jalan.. cari pasal ! OMJAY ! time kteorng kuar nih, j.j bapak giler ramai orang !! mule2 agak weird lah, asal la ramai glee org harini sedangkan time tu almost 3 p.m then hari tu is Thursday !
rupe rupenye , ade jusco card hari tu, padan la ramai giler bapak org ... haihh runsing jalan ramai2 org..serabut kepale,:)   


memandangkan ade SALE super gilaaa ni, so yeah i buying a shirt for my sista ! yaaaa.. the sweet pink shirt.. , . the sale memang gilee laa.. super duper punye.. low price and i can buying 2 dengan harga satu ! auchh .. kalau ikut nafsu yg membuak2 untuk menyopping lagi, memang sampai malam x habis. After i grab the shirt, bayar, then trus blah ! :)

jalan jalan sampai penat, then balik.  

 I cannot adding the picture of us, tsskk T_T .. my USB rosak !

20th May 2011 :
This morning, i mean 20 may 2011, :) my lolly and I were having a breakfast together , yaaa.. because He will goin to a vacation to Negeri sembilan . And now dah selamat sampai kt sane. :)

That's why I'm freaking missed him sososo much ! !   

huh. i couldn't sleep, ;/  

i miss you bushuk !

Peace peace peace  

Thursday 19 May 2011

Get It Right

What have I done? I wish I could
Away from this ship goin’ under
Just tryin’ to help, hurt everyone
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders
What can you do when your good isn’t good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
‘Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight
Can I start again with my faith shaken?
‘Cause I can’t go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I’ll get through this
http://www.hotnewsonglyrics.com/glee-get-it-right-lyrics.html
What can you do when your good isn’t good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
‘Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight
So I throw up my fist
I will punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn’t fair
Yeah, I’ll send out a wish
Yeah, I’ll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!
What can you do when your good isn’t good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
‘Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight


that's all i wanna say, peace (:

Wednesday 18 May 2011

just breath

~rase da lme gler x mepek dlm myblog, ~ HUHU :)
 ya..yaaa... even tgh cuti sem, but lately ni myfeels more on , sense and the strong feeling,,, i just dont get what is happening and r how this feelings come out and how i'm gonna face it . 

But, whenever what is the real story of it, i've to face it strongly, :)
At first, ya,.. I admit it, i'm to pressure of all this, i cried all over the night, ~ but i hve to think it positively and maturely ,and  lucky I'm more patient. Calmer .Toned down and i like that :)

 
  I just wanted to say, that if you're going through the same thing,  just keep doing what you do with the best intentions. Let God guide you through. i've to move ! macam mana nk bergerak ? macam mana nk maju ? Be strong . Ignore all the negative vibes and just focus on the positive side of things. Smile, and you'll be just find. If you think that you are good enough,then YOU'RE GOOD ENOUGH ! (:







Always carry yourself around with you. Don't ever let people force you to do something you can't do.  It's okay if people dont get it, and they bully you because of things they can't squeeze out of you.  You are you, and you need to realize that. Its ok if THEY don't. Determine your strength, and improvise your flaws .


peace :)

 If somebody would ask me , what i wanna be today ? the answer is, i would like to be strong  . i want to be one with a brain.someone who has control her life, independent, and who has the ability to make her own decision, at her own will, with integrity. And I would like to have my own space and privacy . I hope people could respect that .
 Other than that, i wanna live healthy,pray to God and be nice to people .

  But,that's life. I can't expect everyone to understand what I go through on a day to day basis. I choose not to complain and just suck it up. So I apologize if I did anything wrong. I'm only human. :)


peace . peace :)