Something is Mine

i'm just a very simple person, name ma ayah beri, nur shuhada bt khairul anuar ! yg bermaksud cahaya para org yg mati syahid, :) alhamdulillah, so, i'm trying till now to be the best for my family,agama n negara ! haha ! bersemangat gilaa... :), btw, saya dengan bnganya mengatakan TAK NAK ! pada mereka yg 1) talk nonsense, 2) gilaaa,,3) pencurikkk,4)kaki menipu,5)kaki pempuan,6)hipokrit dan kesemua yg sama waktu dgnnya ! , so, ilove to being in myself ! last but not least, adiossaa !! :)

Thursday 31 March 2011

Only allah knows what am i feeling right now , amin ♥

peace, peace, peace !!!


okey hehe, just too excited ~ coz finally yeahhh ! Home Sweet Home ! ! <3

but, btw, thanks for the rector bagi student uitm arau BALIK ! yeahh ! Balik !!
 
huu ~ banjir oh banjir ~ lepas je amaran banjir tadi, all the atm bank , penuh gler bapak org beratur nk kuarkan duet ~ yela.. sume orang nk keluarkan cash in hand, 4 the preparation flooded o_0 ! including me

so, lepas dengar penguguman student dibenarkan balik rumah ! ape lagi, pack2 barang, then dengan pantas dan segera, teros bergerak ke pintu utama uitm ~ but ! but !


omygoshhhh !! air dah naik ! siyesly this is my first time with the flooded ~! takott ade, excited ade, mcm2 feeling ade lah . hehe 



then, ayah my roomates tguu atas flight over then kami sume terselamat dari meredah banjir yg agak dalam ~


sampai kt stesen bas kangar! oh NO ~ !!` there's no bus to ipoh or butterworth!!  all fully booked ! n sold out !! ahh ~ feels soo sad, yeahh ,, really sad ! how we can back home, if no bus ??


suddenly, ade sorang makcik ni dtg tnye, nk naik bas ke alor star x ? sampai stesen bas A.star, then, lepas berfikir2, akhirnyaa naik gak ke alor star, dlm 2 jam perjalanan, selamat sampai.. alhamdulillah.. at least , dah bergerak sikit dari kangar ~~~~~

then, then, pusing punye pusing cari ticket ke ipoh, then hampa sekali lagi, coz SOLD OUT ! huuu.~~ xde rezeki,,,, ):
tapi,, fikir lagi,,, fikir lagi,,,,, HA ~!!  naik bas ke butterworth, then dari butterworth naik bas ke Ipoh ~~ !! 

tu laaa. perjalanan aku,,, ~~ dari kangar ke alor setar, then ke butterworth ... and lastlyy IPOH !!~ yahuuu !! Alhamdulillah... finally, sampai juga,, ^^ 


, i feels so great and alhamdulillah with the bless from Allah,  Thank you Allah ! =)

peace ! hehe

Sunday 27 March 2011

how does i know they love me ? =D

~ lalala.. thee ! okey just nk share little about what i love most in this world ~
 


  op coz la my lovelyduply familyy ! ah ! i do really miss they so much :(
  my  hunnybunny sugarplum =D
  my dearr hot super bom bom pow frienddss ~ yeahh u guys are superb okey !!


siyesly rinduuu gilaa gilaa kt mereka semua ! rindu suare my mommy, my ayah, my adeqs2, my little younger bro !  ~~ misss so much ! * ahh tears dropping * ;(
 
my bom bom pow friends ! yeayhh! they are really true friends ever ! i miss my class form 6 ! you all dah upper 6 kan ? haha ~ cool key korang.. lagi bape bulan suffer , then korang bley fly fly like a G6 YEAHH !! HAHA ~

mY Darlingss... oh you ! i missyouu really much ! miss your smile ~ miss your laugh ~ missyour face when u're driving ~  conclusion is, ! i miss youu totally much ! EVER ~!


i know that mybe some ppl there cakap cakap pasal i, why i mostly wrote in english, bajet bagos jew kan >>>??
 
simple ~ coz i x punye english banyak bertabur,  ~ so, i make this opportunity to improve my english skill! that's the way i can communicate with myself and i love it ~ even peliks and ntah ape ape je ~

okey da stat mepek kan >? haha~ fine ni antara photo2 people that i love so much !



                                          my younger noty brother | muhammad aeiril


                                          Mylovelyduply family | i miss you all so much


                                          my bom bom pow friends ~ | missyou all


                                                           form 6 | in my heart foeva ~ !

                                                    my friend ever after ! | miss you all =)



                                                    when are crazy together ! | missyougirls

                                          make a laugh with  my girls ! they are superb ! 



                                                    haha ~ME&U from the back =D thanks myraa



                                                          my sisters ! | i love you all 


okey ! omygoshhhhhh , 

                              we are far apart, but he always be in my heart | hey awak , saya cinta awak la !!!
  
 ~ Weee... setelah beberape jam mengupload pic2 ini, akhirnya ~! =D 
 okey ~ sebenanye nak upload lagi, tapi memandangkan intenet cm sipoott , takat ni je la mampu,,~~ t cakap bajet plak nk upload2 PIC byk2, but ! who care ? my blog kan ? HAHA!! ~gegegege ~
 
 hehe ~ i love you all so much ! veryy the muchy ! really much ! 

 even, mybe i can't be good enough for all of u, i am so sorry :( but i'll try to be the best , ! ! yeahhh yeahh !


tingat kate kate ni, 
*Sayangilah seseorang selagi dia ada. Luahkan sayang sementara dia masih boleh mendengar. Kita yang mengawal hidup kita. Lakukan sebelum dia, atau kita, yang terlebih dulu menutup mata.*  
   


last but not least,
I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH ! =)


                                              nak jugak enterprem. okey fine, buruk kn haha~ :) peace ~=D   
 
 peace, peace  !

Saturday 26 March 2011

Transform oh transform oh yaaa ??

heyo ! heyo :) peacee ^^ * senyum nmpak gigi *

okey okey fine, buruk kan, ~ haha, lalalaa hey ! nushuhada ! please okeyy must do a transformation ! do ! do ! * suare dlm hati * :P
  ~ what is transform ? or transformation ?  i'll explain it in very simple word,
it just simple, satu paradigma ke satu paradigma yg lain ! simple kan?






fine ~ just teringat kate kate seseorang yang tersohor namanya dimata masyarakat,
*10 merpati makan di tapak tangan ko, jangan ko makan seekor pun, nescaya 9 merpati terbang, engkau punya santapan adalah merak kayangan * okey first i hear and read it, just soo weird , x faham ! serious, x faham, but i keep read it, again and again many times until i found and realize something tersirat dalam ayat tu, 
but , that not the point i wrote this, it all about a transformation, kite mengubah paradigma yg ada dalam diri kite sebelum ini, ke satu paradigma yg baru,

okey, like redundent la pulak, haha ~ but so what ? =)




simple step to make a transformation in your life

1) kurangkan makan !
2) control takut
3) believe in yourself
4) always think positive
5) senyum

simple kan ? ngee =D


okey ujian visual , :)
 1) mampu x kita lukis gambar (belakang gambar Agong bagi note Rm50 ?)
 2) dalam susunan alphabet P no brape ?
 3) M ?



okey fine, now baru i realize that there have a lot of things i dont know it,  it just simple things, everyday we use it, but we never realize . kita banyak melihat, x banyak menengok !

~ fine enough, terase,.. okey okey seyes terase, banyak gile bende yang aku x tahu ! n x pna nk ambil tahu,'

then, to make a transformation we need to KAWAL MINDA !``


 as we know otak kiri more on logic,


otak kanan more on kreativiti

  so, gunakanlah sebaik baik mungkin untuk mentransformasikan diri kita seboleh2nya !:)

~ BERSYUKUR PADA APA YANG KITA MILIKI ~
, jaga sebaik mungkin ape yang kita ada,

 berterimakasih kepada diri sendiri : buat macam ni * letak tgn kanan kat atas bahu kiri , then say, terima kasih aku *

 buat kita lebih menghargai diri kita sendiri ~
 
 that's all, Peace =)





 

Wednesday 23 March 2011

Alhamdulillah I'M ALIVEEEE

~ Okey okey, yes yes , it was my Birthday and yes, yesss i did NOT celebrate in this time ~


why ? why ?

haha ~ simple as my name, no need lah :)

okey, okey actually x sangatt, just i am so far far away fromm my family, so, i don't need that celebrating :D
just doing all everything as usual, wake up ~ then ready for classes,
 thanks so muchh to all my classmate wishing birthday for me,like sing a song hepy besday right ? haha :) u guys so sweet !


okey wrong wrong, thanks triple hyper muchh to my roomates,akak,dayah,a'a and all my jiran2 sebab surprising me with the bedak bedak yang penuh all over my head kan =) , anyway, thanks all, i appreciate that so muchh ! make me hyper of laughh.. haha ~
 will always be memorable in the rest of my life .



i am truly thankful from all the wishes,who've called and texted  from my family, especially my mom, my dad, my sisters and my bro ! yeahh ! younger bro, my beloved shake and crazy friend ! myra,atyq,lynn,cuna,shabirah,ana,fisha,nad,asif,palie,izzat,ali and all my friend, also the wishes from my friend at facebook ! and also from my lolly~ =) you made me feel special ! you guyss are superb ! bom bom poww
 i love you guys =D

 oh yaa,. 22 march was my birthday, and one day after that is 23 of march ! yeahh ! my lolly ~ birthday :)(:
yeahh we've good in this  ! REALLY ! I swear doe, like all the thing's we have just like same or like  like same la ~ haha :) right honey ? " if you read this, i just wanna say i love you ! =D" 

so, it is a great and awesome DAY for me at all , i had laugh much and make me so special ~ thanks mom lahirkan nur shuhada khairul anuar, i love you, u are the best ever mommy in this world u noe, u should noe that mommy ~;D,
 
last but not least, Thanks Allah, for allowing me to live on =)

Sunday 20 March 2011

komunikasi itu penting

~ holaholahola, :)) hmm,, dh lame x mepek dlm blog ak nih,

lalalalalala.... sbenarnye agak sibok lately ni, mcm2 kene buat, ngn quiz, test lagi.. pening2...pening,,

oke fine, hmm,, " i closed my eyes" sebab ?? rase nk close dh la ! haha ! ! :)) sewel dh aku ni, oke semalam jumpe my hunnybunny, rase lege n terkuranglah rindu dihati .

* bila pandang ke arah seseorang itu walaupun tanpa mengeluarkan kata, dan hati kite jadi tenang dan selese maka , mmg btullh kita menyangi dan meyenangi seseorang itu, manakala jika sebaliknya, apabila kita berase kosong , bosan atau mengerutkan dahi dan muka apabila kita melihat ke arah seseorang dihadapan kita, SAH ! mmg ade yg x kene......

 1 ) mungkin kamu  x suka dia
 2 ) mungkin kamu x mahu@ x suka berjumpe dengan dia
3) mungkin kamu mmg benci die
4) kamu x senang dengan dia
5 ) kmu xperlukan orang mcm dia

ha ! itu antara sebab2, yang agak munasabah la yg dapat dikenalpasti
 so, komunikasi ni penting untuk kita sama sama memahami antara satu sama lain , without communication, any relationship that u have will slowly become weak and worst,

so, aku pun tiap2 hari mencobaa untuk berkominikasi dengan cara yang terhabis boleh untuk memahami dia , dan dia boleh memahami aku, :));D

so, last but not least, kalau rase sayangkan hubungan yg anda ada, keep on trying to make a conversation and communicate each other in the right track, love whatever relationship that u have ! OR you lose your love !












moral of the story : try to keep close to someone in your heart...

Wednesday 9 March 2011

ALLAH KNOWS BEST !

Allah knows what's best for us
So why should we complaint ?
We want a sunshine
But Allah knows that there must be rain. 
We always want the laughter 
and merriment of cheer.
But our heart will lose their tenderness
if we never shed tears .
Allah test us not to punish us .
But to help us meet tomorrow .
For growing trees are strenghtened
If they withstand the storm .
And the sharp cut of the chisel,
Allah test us often . 
And for every pain Allah gives to us,
provided we're patient,
Is followed by rich gain
So, whenever we feel that 
everything is going wrong, 
It is just Allah way
To make our spirit strong .


smile from god | :)

P/S : Thank you Allah :)




Thursday 3 March 2011

when i love you no matter what

haha ~ aku jiwang lagi, :) suka suka aku lah.. ha ha ha ~
so, sebenarnye time aku tengah jiwang, maknenye aku tengah gilaa rinduu @ lebey tepat *angau* HAHA !! 
wahh ! aku buat pengakuan tebuka tanpa setelitt nih !! haha~~ gilaaaaa la kmu shuhadashuha, ~~

                                                                      Artist: Aslyn

Song: That's When I Love You

When u have to look away
When u don't have much to say
That's when I love u
I love u just that way

To hear u stumble when u speak
Or see u walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love u endlessly

And when your mad cause u lost the game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby I love u
I love u anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what

So when u turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made u cry
That's when I love u
I love u

A little more each time
And when u can't quite match you clothes
Or when u laugh at your own jokes
that's when I love u I love u
More then u know

And when u forgot that we had a date
Or that look that u give when u show up late
Baby I love u ,I love u anyway
So here's my promise made tonight
U can count on me 4 life
Cause that's when I love u
When nothing u do can change my moind
The more I learn the more I love

The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u
When I love u
No matter what

Ohh that's when I love u when nothing baby, nothing u do could change my mind
The more I learn, the more I love, the more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love u , when I love u no matter what
Ohhhh no matter what
 
P/s : laguu ni, aku suka dengar , :) 4 my special one, hey ! u know that's is for you my dear, :))
 
 
s.a.y.a. s.a.y.a.n.g. a.w.a.k !
love. love. love

Two Is Better Than One lyrics
Boys like Girls, Taylor Swift

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
Cause everything you do
And words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And I am left with nothing

So maybe its true
That I cant live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
Cause when i close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

Then maybe its true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
I'm thinking two is better than one
(oh yeah)
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And i thought hey

Maybe it's true
That I cant live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
That I cant live without you
Cause maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I've figured out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one.
 
moral of the story :/ two is better than one ! peace :)
 
 
yeahh ! love is beautiful when u know and follow the rule ~

well ~ tu saje la tuk kali ni,, kang ak jiwang lbey2 ade yg cop ak gadis jiwang's pulak kn,, lagipon,, x remaja lah beb,jiwang2 ni.. HAHA ! cop !! terasa, fine,, mmg ak agakk kejiwangan sikit,  ! eh (ade ke words ni) hehe, so ? suka suka aku la nk jiwang.. :);D last but not least. i learn  everyday about love beginning from the day i was born till now..:)))