Something is Mine

i'm just a very simple person, name ma ayah beri, nur shuhada bt khairul anuar ! yg bermaksud cahaya para org yg mati syahid, :) alhamdulillah, so, i'm trying till now to be the best for my family,agama n negara ! haha ! bersemangat gilaa... :), btw, saya dengan bnganya mengatakan TAK NAK ! pada mereka yg 1) talk nonsense, 2) gilaaa,,3) pencurikkk,4)kaki menipu,5)kaki pempuan,6)hipokrit dan kesemua yg sama waktu dgnnya ! , so, ilove to being in myself ! last but not least, adiossaa !! :)

Friday 29 April 2011

How I wear my shawl >?

~ hyeoooo... huuu,, lame x mepek dlm blog, yaaa.. lately ni agak busy dengan study, final,, and all such of things,

 so, today, i just want to share something  yang x special n penting sngat about the how do i wear my hijab? or my shawl ? okey fine,,, first of all, i started to wear a shawl ,when iam 17 kot ~! yeahh,, rasenye la... so, what inspired me to wear a shawl ? actually x bape ingat sangat,

what i've remember is i wear it at the first of aidil fitri, yaaa hari raya laaa.. :D

first pakai , susah jugak, coz i x tengok pun tutorial yg macm sekarang belambak2 kt youtube, kan ?

so, i wear it with the simple step , just secure it with pin, n lilit2 on my head , SENANG !~ hehe :P

on my first trial yaaa..nampak mcm messy giler,, and howw.. i'm like kinda miserable girl ! HAHAA ~

but keep on trial and trial on the different step and style , so now i know , i mean not so exactly lah on how to wear a shawl or pashamina , huu,,

So, i feel like comfortable, not so messy and i think that's not to over ~ HAHA ~ but, ikut orang jugak la, not everybody like the same style as me, ade je yg pakai like sooo,,, wowwwww ~!!` nk pegi kelas ke nk pegi dinner ?? tapi as long as die rase selesa, okey je ..

 but, after i started to wear a shawl or pashmina, i still wear tudung yg tige segi tu, yaaa,, :)(: 

 but, bile kite tnye pendapat boys, mostly x suke their gurl wear a shawl ? why ? why ?
umm, i'm not sure about this, maybe diorang lebih suke their gurl just wear a tudung like usually,

 but, but, : ade jugak boyss yang suke pulak gurls pakai shawl and pashmina ala ala maria elena and hana tajima <3 sampai ade yg tlong belikan tuk gurl dorang pun ade, mybe in their sight gurl yg wear a shawl ala ala H.T and M.E lebih styloo and beautifull,, umm,, don't know lahh, :)(:

as long as dorang hepy sudah, okey about my lolly, die oke  je,, xde la sampai melarang i wear the style2 shawl, but i think die prefer lebih i wear the tudung as usual, maybe he looks me better when i wear it, :)(: but i dont care sangat la kan,i mean i love being myself,  and as long we love each others, he and me need to tolerate and understanding each other, like i'm not gonna make he as i want, i just let him be what he are, coz he are amazing, just the way he are, ;D  

       just simple step in wearing my shawl to class :)
 


 go to shopping simple cmni pon boley ! :)
 haah ~no edited pic :)(: 

  i just be what i wanna be, :)(: the truth me ;D  

  
be yourself and not others coz that's make you more gorgeous :) believe me

Saturday 23 April 2011

She's BEAUTIFUL~

~ sape yg xnk nmpk cantik ? kan,... mostly all girls and women in this whole world nk nmpk cantik, gorgeous kn? hu,,,BUT  that's not so important ~! why ? why

Cantik itu subjektif, it can be define in many words, .. kn ?

everybody have their own beauty wish is natural beauty from her own self, so , kecantikan seseorang gadis ni susah nk diterjemahkan dalam kata kata ,

lelaki , hmm.. mostly lelaki yaaa,, admit it, firstly akan terpikat dengan kecantikan seseorang gadis itu, x kisah la , kenal ke, x kenal ke, terserempak tgh jalan ke, tgh jalan dengan aweks ke, tengah beli makanan ke, dalam bus ke, or in others situation, once dalam pandangan n mata lelaki, she so beautiful, then she are beautiful...

 nk dijadikan example : kalau me n bestfriend went for a walk or shopping, ade je guys yang ngh jalan ngn aweks die, dok usha2 kami, i mean my bestfriens... hehe ~ cause my bestfriends sangat comel and beautiful~~kan myra kan ,, >>?? HAHA ~ haahh ! dasar lelaki, dh ade gf kt sebelah pun asyik dok pandang gurls lain,  but, hmm itu lumrah manusia,, yang akan terpikat dengan keindahan dan kecantikan :)

macam lisa Surihani, oww,, she's so beautiful, seriously, /!! she's have her own beauty, x nmpk mcm pan , x nmpk cm mix, she's really nature  ~~ aww.. so no wonder la my lolly pun also minat lisa ni, plus ade gmbar lisa lagi dlm hp,,~ haihh.., jeless wehh,, tapi nk wat cmne,, mmg lisa surihani menjadi kegilaan lelaki melayu abad ini, :)(;


 



Ya Allah.. indahnye ciptaanMU.


hmm.. have nothing to say about her, she's perfect, :)




           so, this is me and my BFF ~ :)(: saye muke amat blur , sorry myraa


P/S : All girls in this world are beautiful girl, :)  heppy beautiful :)(:

Saturday 16 April 2011

The part one story one, :)

 it was just some memories to share and to remember by  me,in my life .
everything that we've done when we are crazy , tension, pening and also, also, HAHA ~

~ agak kelakar and lucu . what ? ya,, me ..pose, pose,say cheese. ^^


 ngantuk sebenanye. :)


                                                 asal muke shuhadashuha cmni ? HAHA ~

yeah ! snap snap ;P

? nampak x lesung pipit saye :)(:


bajet ~ bajet hahha =D



mizz nina jaafar ~ <3


 mak cik ! nasi bungkus satu .. ;D


 posing itu penting ^^ ngee~

the blue bear one ~ rm50 :))


 muke penat pas gileww menshupingg ;)


kfc ~ kfc.~


 love you all , aww


 kat tangan dah grab awal awal jeans ~ ;D


;D 



 my lovely sista ~

make a sense with all my life,  ~ gila lensa ~ ! HAHA ;D..


 ngantok laaa ~ baru lepas habiss test koko .. tidoo jap lah ^^
hehe nyteee

peace. peace :)

Wednesday 13 April 2011

My PARENTS was so Amazing

if i don't have so much time to live in this world, i just wanna be with my lovely family,


dear ayah,

 i just want you to know, how much i love you, i miss you so much, da lame x manje manje ngn ayah kn, dulu B4 adek lahir, tiap tiap hari , ayah akan cium pipi adda kn ? and i will hug u . ayah bagi pe saje yag adda mintak, from all the toys, the bear, mcD, kfc, shirts, all kind of the gurly skirt,:) anak ayah perempuan kan> ? of course la kene gurly sikit,.. =) even i'm not too gurlish when i was kid, hehe
 ayah, adda ingt lagi, time ayah selalu sikat rambut adda time kite nk keluar, u make my hair like a woooww.. haha ~ adda x suke ayah wat curly yg kat depan tu..bbuh minyak at my hair, :) I miss that .

ayah  selalu tanya how am i doing, how's my study, and listen to every words that i said.  i promise that i'll catch up with my supposedly-life back. i'll be back on track. just wait, ayah. soon. adda rindu. thanx 4 everything, ayah. alhamdulillah Allah bagi kita rezeki yang banyak melalui ayah. u had struggle hardly for our family, i appreciate that ayah, umm, thanks jugak, coz u always concern on me, u know if i dont have enough money, and u'll bank it for me, thanks ayah. i promise u that i will not make u sad anymore, i just want make u proud of me, and smile for me :)

last but not least, i love you. thanks for everything ayah,








dear mommy,

 i just want to be like you, u are a great mommy

thanks for being understanding ~ i love you. you make my life happiness and wonderful, rindu ma punye masakan, i miss that so much. u are such a super hebat in cooking , ma ley masak pew aje menu , and whatever i wanna eat,, like adda jerit.. " maaaaa... saye lapa.... sambil tepuk2 perut " u noe that i m hungry and masakkan untuk adda,. kan.. kan.  ;) and ma akan urutkan perut adda lw adda sakit perut kan..kan...

ma, i think there's too much to you, sampi x tertulis. thanks for being a wonderful mommy, and i'm sorry if i am not being a good daughter to you. i'm sorry mommy ):
ohh mommy !!! u re the comelest ma in this world ! :)) miss youu

ure the number one yg menaikkan semangat adda nk study, u give me encourage to do better ~~:) i promise to you ma, i will become a succesfull person one day, :)

this is my younger brother,,, muhammad aeiril <3




  all this photos was taken is : my parents anniversary :)

 










dear ayah and ma,

I will not let u down., pray for my best. ayah and ma is the best ever parents in this world  :)
thanks so muchh ayah, ma selame ni dah bekorban mcm2 for ur daughter and son, even when i fall, when i cry, when i laugh, .. u always be with me, adda bersyukur sangat2 dikurniakan ma and ayah :)

 ~Ya Allah! Ampunilah bagiku segala dosaku dan juga dosa dua ibu bapaku dan kasihanilah mereka keduanya sebagaimana mereka memelihara dan mendidikku di masa kecil. 
 amin...


Ya Allah
Rendahkanlah suaraku bagi mereka
Perindahlah ucapanku di depan mereka
Lunakkanlah watakku terhadap mereka dan
Lembutkan hatiku untuk mereka

Ya Allah,
Berilah mereka balasan yang sebaik-baiknya,

atas didikan mereka padaku
dan Pahala yang besar
atas kesayangan yang mereka limpahkan padaku,
peliharalah mereka sebagaimana mereka memeliharaku.

Ya Allah,
Apa saja gangguan yang telah mereka rasakan
atau kesusahan yang mereka deritakan kerana aku
atau hilangnya sesuatu hak mereka kerana perbuatanku
jadikanlah itu semua penyebab susutnya
dosa-dosa mereka dan bertambahnya pahala kebaikan mereka dengan perkenan-Mu ya Allah
hanya Engkaulah yang berhak membalas kejahatan dengan kebaikan berlipat ganda.

Ya Allah,
Bila magfirah-Mu telah mencapai mereka sebelumku,
Izinkanlah mereka memberi syafa'at untukku.
Tetapi jika sebaliknya, maka izinkanlah aku memberi
syafa'at untuk mereka,

sehingga kami semua berkumpul bersama
dengan santunan-Mu di tempat kediaman yang dinaungi kemulian-Mu, ampunan-Mu serta rahmat-Mu.

Sesungguhnya Engkaulah yang memiliki Kurnia Maha Agung,

serta anugerah yang tak berakhir
dan Engkaulah yang Maha Pengasih diantara semua pengasih.

Amin Ya Rabbul Alamin. , :)




Lots of love ~ your lovely daughter ,,

Tuesday 12 April 2011

love me

 ~  the truth is i miss him, 

Love Me Lyrics

oh oh its jb
My friends say I'm a fool to think
that you're the one for me
I guess I'm just a sucker for love
'Cuz honestly the truth is that
you know I'm never leavin'
'Cuz you're my angel sent from above

Baby you can do no wrong
My money is yours
Give you a little more because I love ya,
love ya
With me, boy, is where you belong
Just stay right here
I promise my dear I'll put nothin above ya
above ya

Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
Kiss me, Kiss me
Say that you miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear
Tell me you love me

Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
Kiss me, Kiss me
Say that you miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear
tell me u love me

People try to tell me
but I still refuse to listen
'Cuz they don't get to spend time with you
A minute with you is worth more than
a thousand days without your love,
oh your love
oh

Baby you can do no wrong
My money is yours
Give you a little more because I love ya
love ya
With me, girl, is where you belong
Just stay right here
I promise my dear I'll put nothin above ya
above ya

Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
kiss me , kiss me
say that u miss me
tell me what i wanna hear
http://www.elyricsworld.com/love_me_lyrics_justin_bieber.html
tell me you love me.

Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
kiss me , kiss me
say that u miss me
tell me what i wanna hear
tell me you love me.

My heart is blind but I don't care
'Cuz when I'm with you everything has disappeared
And every time I hold you near
I never wanna let you go,
oh

Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
kiss me , kiss me
say that u miss me
tell me what i wanna hear
tell me you love me.

Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
kiss me , kiss me
say that u miss me
tell me what i wanna hear
tell me you love me.

 

i miss you babe, miss so much  ~~ <3
You had my heart, at least for the most part,
Cause everybody's gotta die sometime,
We fell apart let's make a new start,
Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, but honey don't cry ~ i love youuu






Love me, Love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, Fool me
Oh how you do me
kiss me , kiss me
say that u miss me
tell me what i wanna hear
tell me you love me. =)


miss youu darlings ~;)

Monday 11 April 2011

the way i am today

~ asslamulaikum, :) peace peeps. dh lame x mepek kt my lovely blog. HAHA,. bejet lagi..
 oh now what ?

                                                    haha ~ i love elomoo =)
  



 i'm going to sit on the final exam in my college., Oh NO !!  i'm not ready yet ! yesss.. seriously,,, NOTT readyy yet to sit on the final,.oh my, tinggal about one week je lagii.. !! what???? aarghh

okey okey, rileks nur shu, calm down, ........istigfar banyak2...

okey, now better ! but but ! haha~ the most exciting is after the final is nak balik rumahh !! haha ~ when i think of my rumah,   ~ rase bekobar2 nk habiskan final ~ ` =D
hehe , yesss ! i'm gonna back to my home sweet home just after i've finish my last paper on 30 april ! :)

but, surely, kene struggle betol2 before balik rumah kan ? i want to make my parents proud of me, as their lovely daughter princess, :) haha, bajet princess la kan ? =) ngeee..

and i want to make something in my life that i can proud it, i mean, based on what i have and already do for achieving my goal ! haha, ayat mcm managment la pulak ! okey . i 've to thank to my lecturer. B'coz she made me to think on how to manage my life like , how i'm going to manage my time, during studies, koko, and my others activity in college. thanks cik ros ! okey i mention her name here becoz she inspired me on how im going to be prepared on my time .

the other thing that i want to say is ,  i miss my bestfriends , her name is Dzarana, all i want to say to her if i meet her is, babe. hai ! i miss you! miss your laugh, your smile and our memory  ~ like
during our child, we spend much time together, we cry together, and what the most i miss it , is kite gelak kuat kuat giler  kan ? we're so close together, pergi toilet pun same2... haha ~ byk bende yang kite share same same , kite rapat sangat sampai, ade yg jeles dengan keakraban kite kan>?   ~~
  i love the way you laugh out loud with roaring-langsuir-laugh of yours. i feel like laughing myself when i hear you laugh. i love the way you smile. ~ babe, i miss you, really, !
 see you soon, insyaAllah :)

then , lately i think i've to change, i already say in my self, i want to change., to be a better person.
now, in my nineteen years old, i realize that not all the things we want of, is going to be mine, when i was child, time zaman kanak kanak ribena dulu... i think, every single things that i wish to have, i have it.  My parents is the most best ever in the world , bersyukur sangatsangat.. i've the best mommy and ayah =)
hurm, actually not everything in this world , u gotta have it,  ~ );


I say what I want to say and do what I want to do. There's no in between. People will either love you for it or hate you for it. ~ Eminem

that's all me,
peace , peace =D